I just want to say....

getting into bed alone every night sucks. i'm not saying I want to cuddle all the time. In fact most of the time i don't. Maybe just a little until I go to sleep, but then give me my fucking space. There's just something about having someone there though. I can't really explain it. All I know is I just miss my husband so much. I know I should just be grateful he has a job right now, but i wish it didn't take him away from me at night.